Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Bhagatji said Dr. Gopal is his close friend. He can bring him here once a day if necessary.
Bhavānanda: And explain to him that you've had some restless reaction to this medicine and get his opinion and new diagnosis, new medicines, if necessary. And for your liquid intake, if you can take just four glasses of Complan in one day, plus some juice now and then, it won't be so much, so many times you'll have to be bothered. They all recommended that Complan is the very best.
Prabhupāda: Hm? What?
Bhakti-caru: Complan, Śrīla Prabhupāda. It's a drink, beverage, like Horlicks. I gave it to you last night.
Bhavānanda: Is there some bad effect to it that you feel, Śrīla Prabhupāda, when you take that?
Prabhupāda: Not yet, but when it becomes mucus.
Bhakti-caru: That's not milk, Śrīla Prabhupāda.
Hari-śauri: Complan is milk-mixed. At least there doesn't seem to be any mucus this morning, and this is a full day now since you took that chānā.
Prabhupāda: The chānā was nothing. So? What do you want to do now?
Bhakti-caru: Should we make you some Complan now, Śrīla Prabhupāda, and some chānā?
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: We've been giving him Complan for a month. Four times a day is too much.
Bhakti-caru: No. In the morning with some warm drink.
Prabhupāda: You give me Complan.
Bhakti-caru: And little chānā, Śrīla Prabhupāda? Like yesterday? Okay.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: You'll take chānā after bathing, washing face, and...? That's when you took it yesterday. Every one of us is in agreement. All of your disciples are in agreement that you require to force yourself to eat and drink more. What can we do if you don't...
Prabhupāda: When I don't take anything, I feel more comfortable.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: But you don't get better. That is the policy of death.
Prabhupāda: So let me die peacefully.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: But we already explained to you that we don't want you to die.
Prabhupāda: But if I become discomfortable, that will be...
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: But that's only temporary, this discomfort. It's only temporarily until one gets better. Medicine is only required until one gets better. Then he can throw out the medicines.
Prabhupāda: Ah. AHHH! Jaya Kṛṣṇa-Balarāma. Now I am feeling don't force.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Now that he's not eating or drinking anything and no medicines is...
Bhavānanda: But your urine is cloudy again.
Prabhupāda: Whatever it may be... If you leave me to my fate, I'll feel comfortable.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: He said, "If you leave me to my fate, then I feel comfortable. But if you force me, then I feel uncomfortable." Is that right, Śrīla Prabhupāda?
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Hari-śauri: But the other day you said that to fast like this means suicide.
Prabhupāda: Hm?
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: I asked you the other night if you would fast, that you should not fast until death. And you said, "No, no. That is suicidal."
Prabhupāda: Now I am puzzled.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: What, Śrīla Prabhupāda?
Prabhupāda: Puzzled.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Puzzled. I mean, we are not able to let you go, Śrīla Prabhupāda. We are not strong enough. We want you to be with us. We need you longer.
Prabhupāda: Anyway, what can be done? You give me that preparation?
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Complan.
Prabhupāda: Hm?
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Yes. Bhakti-caru is preparing.